Today,
in the fragment of St. Matthew's Gospel we can find many teachings. I
will however limit myself to underline just one, which refers to
God's total control of events throughout time: whether of all men
together (mankind), or of each and every human group (in our case,
for instance, the family group of the Zebedees), or of any individual
person. This is why Jesus clearly tells them: «You do not know
what you are asking» (Mt 20:22).
To
sit at Jesus Christ's right is for those his Father has prepared it:
«To sit at my right or at my left is not for me to grant. That
will be for those for whom the Father has prepared it» (Mt
20:23). Just like that, in a clear-cut way. There is an English
saying that goes «Man proposes and God disposes». And it
is so, precisely because God is God. Or we could also say it the
other way round: if it was not so, God would not be God.
Before this fact,
unquestionably overpowering any human determining factor, at the
beginning, men are left with nothing else but acceptance and worship
(because God has revealed himself to us as the Absolute); while
marching on, with confidence and love (because God has revealed
himself to us as a Father, too); and at the end..., that grand and
definite end: to sit at Jesus' side (whether at his right or at his
left, it does not matter at all).
On our side, the enigma
of divine election and predestination can only be solved with
confidence. A milligram of confidence placed in God's heart is worth
more than all the weight of the world put on our poor little scale
pan. In fact, «St. James did not live long: this is because
from the very beginning he was already burning with a great
vehemence: he scorned all human things and climbed to such ineffable
ceilings that he died immediately» (St. John Chrysostom).