Today,
I'll be Zaccheus. This personage was a wealthy man and the chief of
the Publicans; I have more than I need and, perhaps too often, I
behave like a Publican and forget about Jesus Christ. Amidst the
crowd, Jesus seeks Zaccheus; today, amidst our world, He is precisely
looking for me: «Come down quickly for I must stay at your
house today» (Lk 19:5).
Zaccheus
wants to see Jesus; if he does not run ahead and climbs up the
sycamore tree, he will not be able to see him. I would also like to
see God's deeds as much as possible!, but I'm not too sure I am
willing to behave like a fool as Zaccheus did. To allow for Jesus'
reaction, the disposition of the chief among the Jericho Publicans is
required; and, if he does not hurry up, he may eventually lose the
opportunity to be touched by Jesus and be therefore saved. Maybe I
have had too many occasions to meet Jesus and maybe it is about time
to be courageous, to leave home to meet him and invite him to enter
me, so that He can also say about me: «Salvation has come to
this house today, for he is also a true son of Abraham. The Son of
Man has come to seek and to save the lost» (Lk 19:9-10).
Zaccheus receives Jesus
into his home, his life and his heart, even though he probably does
not feel worthy of a visit like that. His conversion is total,
though: he begins by giving up any ambition for riches, followed with
the intention to share his goods and he ends up with the strong
decision to impart justice, while remedying his sins. Maybe, since a
long time ago, Jesus has been asking me something similar, but I did
not want to hear him and turned my deaf ears to him; I must still be
converted.
St. Maximus said:
«There is nothing God loves more and pleases him best as men
converting with true regret». Let him help me to make it come
true today.