Today,
we must pay our undivided attention to Jesus' words: «Be ready,
dressed for service, and keep your lamps lit, like people waiting for
their master to return from the wedding. As soon as he comes and
knocks, they will open to him» (Lk 12:36). What a joy to
realize that, even unworthy and sinner, it will up to me to open the
door for the Lord, when He finally comes! Yes, at the hour of death,
I will open the door to Heaven or I will close it; nobody will be
doing it on my behalf. «We can be persuaded God will ask us to
render accounts not only of our deeds and words, but also of how we
have been spending our time» (St. Gregory of Nazianzus).
To be waiting
wide-awake at my door for him to arrive is quite simple, and I can
certainly do it. I must not be inattentive. To be inattentive is to
forget the final purpose, to wish to go to Heaven, but with no
operative will; it is like building castles in the air, without
having worthy commitments supporting our yearning. To wear your apron
means to be in the kitchen, duly prepared for whatever comes. My good
father, who was a farmer, used to say that you couldn't sow if the
earth is in anger; for a good sowing you are to actually walk in the
fields by caressing the seeds.
Christians
are never compassless castaways, for they know where they come from,
where they are going and how to get there; they know their
destination, the means to reach it and the difficulties to be found
on the way. To bear all this in mind will help us to be watchful and
open the door when our Lord will warn us. Exhortations to vigilance
and responsibility are often repeated in Jesus' preachings for two
clear reasons: because Jesus loves us and He “watches”
over us; he, who loves, does not fall asleep. And, because the devil,
our enemy, keeps on tempting us. Thinking of heaven and hell should
not detract us from our duties down here, but it is a healthy and
incarnated thought, and it deserves the Lord's congratulations:
«Happy are those servants if he finds them awake when he comes
at midnight or daybreak!» (Lk 12:38). O Jesus, help me
to be all my life watchful and vigilant and loving you.