Today
is the first Thursday of Lent. The ashes
our Church laid yesterday on our forehead are still fresh; and are
meant to remind us of a forty days journey. In
the Gospel, Jesus, shows us two routes: the way of the cross
he must undergo, and our own way to follow him.
His
path is the Way of the Cross and that of death, but also that of His
Glory: «The Son of Man must suffer many things (...), and be
rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed,
and on the third day be raised. » (Lk 9:22). The
route we must take is, essentially, the same one Jesus took, and He
shows us how to follow it: «If any man would come after
Me...» (Lk 9:23).
Hugging
his Cross, Jesus complied with the Will of His Father; as for us,
carrying ours on our shoulders, we follow him in his Way of
the Cross.
The path of Jesus is
summarized in three words: suffering, dying, raising from the dead.
Three aspects constitute our own footpath, too (two attitudes and the
essence of our Christian vocation): Self-Denial, taking up our cross
every day of our life and following Jesus.
If
we do not deny ourselves and do not take up our cross, we are only
seeking to affirm and be ourselves; we want «to save our life»,
as Jesus says. Yet, by wanting to save it, we will lose it. On the
other hand, those who, because of Jesus, will not strive to avoid
their suffering and the cross, will save their lives. It is the
resulting paradox of our following Jesus: «For what does it
profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits
himself?» (Lk 9:25).
Our Lord's words,
closing today's Gospel, tremendously shook Saint Ignatius and sparked
off his conversion: «What would happen if I would do just as
saint Francis and saint Dominic did?». If only, in this Lent,
the same words would help us to reach our conversion, too...!