Today
the Gospel proposes us once more to follow in the footsteps of Thomas
the Apostle, that go from doubt to faith. Like Thomas, we approach
the Lord full of doubts, but He also comes to meet us: «God so
loved the world that he gave his only Son that whoever believes in
him may not be lost, but may have eternal life» (Jn
3:16).
Thomas
was not present in the first apparition of Jesus to the apostles,
that Easter morning. «A week later» (Jn 20:26), in
spite of his refusal to believe, Thomas joins the other disciples.
The hint is quite clear: faith is not maintained far from the
community. Far from our brothers, our faith does not grow nor
ripen. At each Sunday's Eucharist we recognize his Presence. If
Thomas was honest enough to show his doubts it was because the Lord
did not initially grant him what He did to Mary of Magdala: not only
to listen and to see the Lord, but to touch him with her own hands.
Christ comes to meet us, mostly when we are together with our
brothers and are celebrating with them the partition of the Bread,
that is, the Eucharist. It is then when He invites us to “put
our fingers in His side”, that is, to penetrate the
impenetrable mystery of His life.
The
move from incredulity to Faith has its stages. Our conversion to
Jesus Christ —our step from darkness into light— is a
personal process, but we need the community. These past Easter days,
we all have felt the urge to follow Jesus on his way of the Cross.
Now, fully in Paschal time, the Church invites us to enter the new
life with Him, with our works being done in God (cf. Jn 3:21).
Today,
we also have to personally feel Jesus' invitation to Thomas: «and
be not faithless, but believing» (Jn 20:27). Our life is
at stake, as «he that believed on him is not condemned»
(Jn 3:18), but goes to the light.